小人

原来妒忌的心是这么的不好受, 妒忌是多么的无谓的行为。。我真的看不起自己这个卑微的心。。

if it's yours, it will never go away

Something that you looking forward, that you hope to have it coming true, suddenly the dreaming bubbles burst, it comes to an end today and now there is nothing to looking forward anymore. hmm.., somehow disappointed but what can I do to seize this opportunity? No, there isn't any way. Not because i am not trying, there is just no other way to get it. so might as well think in this way, if it's yours, it will never go away, if it's not, just let it be. let it flows freely and i should let it go.  

Welcome back

it has been awhile that i am away from my blog and guess it's time to pick her up again and continue the story.. welcome back...

it's been a year in here, and yet, i don't really like this place, nope..not a single feeling to it..but and why i can stay up here for such a long period? guess that my endurance and adaptability is high enough to stay in a place that i could say, i hate the most.. i used to say that, i hate this place so much that i would not even come and pay a visit to it and ends up, i have to work here and at least to have stay here for the next one year. come on, keep it up, work through it. challenge your limit.

there is this person that i met last year, let's give the person a name: 'D'. thanks to D that i can pass my days with lesser complain, lesser miserable. and so i hope i am doing the same good deed to D as well. may the days in this place be lesser stress, be more happiness and endure it with more patience.

good day everybody.

无想

一个没有思想，没有梦想，没有理想，会是一个什么样的人？

The Lady

One of the movies that make me feel touched and inspiring. 

Highly respect to this lady - Aung San Suu Kyi and feel proud of her, Michelle Yeoh who played a good role in the movie.

Lesson Learnt

I should say, the hard stone that is kept in my mind for a couple of weeks at last being put down properly and because of this, I need to thank my friend whereby he talked me out and showed me a very good example that being direct and honest by telling someone what is on your mind is definitely good for both sides. I should not feel bad to say no to someone, a good 'NO' can lead to a good ending for both. I do know that I cannot be a 'YES' man everyday, but I am way too coward to even reject people until the time whereby a lot of people getting involved and getting hurt. Sometimes, you need to be bad, you need to know the way of rejecting people, you need to say 'NO' just for the sake of goodness to both parties. There is no wrong to say 'NO'. If you have hard feeling, uncomfortable, please, be brave and say it out loud. 

And, this is the greatest lesson that I learnt in this year.

Lesson learnt, means mistake should not be repeated. Please, remember it and don't ever drag things till the moment that you cannot save the situation, act fast and keep the pain down.

Happy New Year! 

Happy Birthday!! 12.12.2011

12/12/2011. Thanks for the peaceful and warm night from my friends and family!! It's just nice to have an outing with friends and eat and chit-chat for the whole night. of course, it's a plus since there are nice cheesecake and nice food to eat with while you are laughing and enjoying your whole night in a well decorated, homey and welcoming ambient restaurant. 

Thanks to my parents and family that sending me great wishes from far although they can't celebrate the day with me. 

May everyone that I love do find their happiness and peaceful mind in their live everyday!! Love you all so much. 

Love, 

Sarah