崩溃

爱之心切，反而害了你。。
把你放下，让你走你所谓对的路。。
我从苦口婆心劝导，至全力支持，我能做的就拿么多，
我看透地，你永远不能实行。。但偏偏你一直说你明白。。
我讨厌你的承若， 往往不能达到，你的自私自利，永远不能改掉，
欲望把你给蒙骗，你把欲望当希望，把欲望当愿望。。
我打从心里哭泣，谁又能明白，我所承受的苦，又有多少人能了解。。。
你我都一样，为何你终是把你问题看得那么重！！！

L.I.V.E

We can always vision our future, imagine our future live and hopefully can get rid of our current living and live in our imagination kind of live, but have we ever understand the theory of NOW?!

We can see our destination, we want to have a rich live, to stay in a good place, to have a good family, living happily ever after, but but but, there is always a but, have we ever understand the way on how to reach to our destination?? the word, HOW??!

What kind of path we should select to reach there? What kind of difficulies that we are going to face along this way? it's a simple question, but how many people can really understand this?? they think there is always a short cut path to reach their destination without facing problems, come on, it's such a naive thought..

Behind every success stories, there sure is a sad story or difficulties that no one knows, why are we still stupidly enough to believe the surface of a richman's life? even cinderrella story is telling us that she needs to go through the hard life before she met with her prince, but why we are still blinded by our so called dreams and forget on how to live our current live better? Why can we live it to the fullest and do something as our basic to reach our destination?

Without the hard live path, we are not going to achieve a good life, without a basic understanding of this simple theory, no one can really get successful.

Please think!! Life is not easy, you have to accept of what you are now, the foreseen you, the imagination you will only be reached if you manage to cross through the current you!

one step behind

one step behind,
things may drag behind,
people tend to say, enjoy while you can,
but i know i prefer to leave,
i prefer to fulfill my dream by doing things according to my plan,
i might be pragmatic upon my planning,
but this is what i hope to see,
i wish my dream comes true a little bit faster,
i wish to control my free life a little bit faster,
though a simple three months do not influence much,
the feeling of being trapped keep on arousing in my mind,
if i have yet to plan anything, the three months are as if a gift of time,
but now, things changed, i have plans,
so, a minute of being here is killing me,
anyhow, i have to accept the truth,
means, thought needs to be changed,
mind needs to be adjusted,
really have to practice on using the power of now.