Dear you,
Things happened in 2010
Janunary
Jan 12 - Car got stolen. Heart broken on the first time. The incident happened is mainly due to my fault. Due to my cowardness, i didn't get the car back from him. I dare not to say it out. I should learnt my lesson at the first point.
February
Busy with insurance settlement. Plenty of calls made. It made me feel tired and lossing myself in doing all these stuffs.
March
It was during internship and it was the peak of it. Worked until almost 1am everyday. The whole body and mind were almost worn out but still i managed to come over it by kept on complaining and struggling. ( what a bad way to deal with problem, people, you should not complain about the things that you have to do, now, i learnt my lesson, never complain, because you chose it at the first place)
Planning of trip with friends to Hong Kong. Have been searching of hotels, transportation, discussion was all over through mail. It was my so called "mental" meal daily to receive mail from these two friends to let me started my days with their funny messages.
April
It was the birth month of my little cute sister. I wished to send her something cute but i have not enough money to do so since posting to overseas will cost half of my pay. Then, i sent her a card, an e-card where i have searched through for days..I realized, the process of buying or choosing a present for your loved one, basically, you are the one who get the most of the happiness. The feeling of doing so is simply too good :)
May
There were another two months to go before i ended my internship in accenture and of course, i am waiting for that because i really felt so tired, physically and mentally.
Friends gathering in KL. We have lots of fun together and i got my birthday present from my friends. Five months delayed but still, it's warm :)
June
Counting down as the days to stay in KL is getting shorter and shorter. Basically, all those trip stuffs were settled, hotel is booked, transportation was confirmed, planning visiting places were chosen. What three of us were looking forward was the trip.
Ok, here comes the sad news, a call from insurance - yea, they approved for the car settlement but somehow the price that they pay was merely cover the car loan from bank and I feel cheated by the insurance because the price is different on what they told me at the first time. The difference is RM3000. Though it's not a big amount, i feel totally cheated. A call from the supervisor and told me that they are willing to pay me RM xxx but after a day, a manager called and told me another price which was less RM 3000 from the first call i received! what a joke! i was totally freak out by it! fine, this time, i am not going to bear with my politeness, i called back and have a fight with the manager. I couldn't bear my anger and totally shout at the manger. Being cheated for the first time would be ok but now, i have learnt my lesson enough and i have to speak it out. However, i can only speak out my complaints to the company but and of course, i couldn't claim back the RM3000. i have done my part.
July
It was the last month of my internship. I was busy to prepare the final internship project, presentation..lots of things to finish up before i went back to my home. There were lots of farewells, having nice food with colleagues. These were all those mesmorizing memories that couldn't be erased off.
Hong Kong and Macau trip: yea, here it goes...friends, we did have lots of fun...disneyland?? lan kwai fong?? or taking photos..haha..lots of good food...wantan mee? egg tart? things only you two will know..
School reopen, and new semester started :)
August
Sister came back from Hong Kong. Things should go smoothly.
I lived on my days like usual, chose my final year project topic. Having fun and chats with my friends. Be a student again which i have hoped for a long time since March.
September
Here comes the peak, again, while i have just came back and recovered from the sadness of lossing a car, and now, i had my first car accident. phew..what a mess i have done to all these and again, i should take up full responsibility as i am not only wrecking my dad's car but also the car of another driver. He was in need of his car but somehow, it was totatlly ruined by this careless and an empty-minded me.sorry. and of course, i have to deal with insurance again. all those insurance procedures but thanks to my family, they truly show me fully support at the moment though i brought a big mess for them. thanks and sorry for all these.
October
Yea, i thought things were back to the track again, like usual but whenever you hope for peacefulness, peacefulness will run away from you. One day, while i was on a project tour to KL, i received a call from my sister in the early mornig. Yea...as bad as you can think of, a theft came in and stole all the valueble things in my house. yea...this it is! i was totally stunned! really stunned because i was wondering what had happened to me and my family, are we doing something bad until we get this bad luck? i don't know and i was totally speechless and clueless.
People will get stronger when they met with difficulties, i believe in a saying, there are only two roads to choose when you face with difficulties, either you die or you will get succeed from it. I am not saying the real die die, and am not saying the real success success. It means when you survive from the difficulties, you will become stronger or else you can never get survive from it, you will only drawn in it.
I pretty much think that i have walked through it. Walked through this kind of dark moment. Yea, by having the faith in god and positiveness, i believe we can do that and make a better day. (kinda like a word consoling myself, haha)
November
Wow, exam period, final presentation period. Back to normal student life again. Did all those things that a student will do.
December
Phew, what a long journey to come up till December. Many things happened in this month.
Firstly, my cute little sister came back from aus. We have fun together. Secondly, my elder sister made a decision to go away from her hometown and went to myanmar. Though, i feel sad upon her leaving but what else i can do is to fully support her since she doesn't like it here so much and honest speaking, i don't like it here as well. No feeling and no place that i feel like going besides of my cozy home. But this is where i grown up, i might as well appreciate it.
Basically, what i have gained so much in this year is independence. Independence in mind. Independence in action. Yet i am still that coward and stubborn upon my response to something. These, i believe, it takes time and experience to change it.
I wish everyone a good ahead. A better year, a peaceful year.
