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Tuesday, May 17, 2011

1st day

It has been the first day of not being a student and i have been somehow a jobless lady for the 1st day. I am an impatient person. I do not know on how long i can wait for the first call from the companies that i have applied. I have been waited for at least 3 months and still I am jobless. My plan is to get a job before I graduated but now, things changed and i need to fit myself into the situation whereby i cannot get a job easily. My friends told me that, sarah, wait patiently, good things will come to you one day and i do believe in them, good things may come to me one day :)  

People tend to tell me that i am a person that need to fill my time with a lot of stuffs and a lot of tasks. Yea, basically, i am this kind of person, because, without any jobs and tasks and assignments, my day, at least, my first day, i have already felt bored and aimless. I don't really know what to do to fill in my days, so i plan to make my following days with all these kind of activities:

1. Attend Wesak Day Celebration
2. Watch a movie
3. Unpack my luggage
4. Plan my Australia trip
5. Of course, keep on applying for jobs
6. Have lunch with supervisor
7. Complete my clearance form
8. Jogging 
9. Reading
10. Rearrange my documents in laptop, hardisk and pendrive
11. Settle Nottingham english requirement task
12. Settle scholarship problem
13. Rearrange my books
14. Cooking (of course, it's time to learn it, since I am free and no longer got the excuse to avoid of cooking, who knows i might find the satisfaction in cooking and enjoy it one day)


wow, ok, i am busy and i prefer to be like this busy ever. At least, i can fill my days with all these tasks and let me stay focus in my work and i need not have to keep on thinking about job findings and that someone far away. 

Monday, April 25, 2011

My performance

Today, nothing special had happened. Somehow, it's a special day for me as i feel impressed and amazed by my own performance today. Totally in peace and calm in accepting, observing and witnessing the truth and pain. No celebration, no praise as i cant predict what will it be on tomorrow. I am living my day second by second as i cant predict my mind on the even next second.. i just wish and hope the next second will be in peace too.

Thursday, April 21, 2011

Over You



Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one!

To build me up and tear me down like an old abandoned house!

What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath

I felt if I was in way to deep, guess I let you get the best of me

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running

A long, long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over

I'm finally getting better

And now I'm picking up the pieces, spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you

You took a hammer to these walls, dragged the memories down the hall

Packed your bags and walked away, there was nothing I could say

And when you slammed the front door shut, a lot of others opened up

So did my eyes so I could see that you NEVER THE BEST for me

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running

A long, long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over

I'm finally getting better

And now I'm picking up the pieces, spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running

A long, long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know

Well, I never saw it coming, I should have started running

A long, long time ago

And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you

More than you, more than you know

I'm slowly getting closure, I guess it's really over

I'm finally getting better

And now I'm picking up the pieces, spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

Well, I'm putting my heart back together

'Cause I got over you and I got over you

And I got over you

'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through

I got over you

( A very powerful song from Chris Daughtry)

Saturday, April 16, 2011

需要人陪



打开窗户让孤单透气
这一间屋子 如此密闭
欢呼声仍飘在空气里 
像空无一人一样华丽

我 渐渐失去知觉
就当做是种自我逃避
你 飞到天的边缘
我也不猜落在何地 

一个我 需要梦想 需要方向 需要眼泪 
更需要 一个人来 点亮天的黑
我已经 无能为力 无法抗拒 无路可退
这无声的夜 现在的我 需要人陪


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

anything can happen, let's imagine!

yea, it's so so true that anything can happen..
let's imagine,
neil armstrong walked on the moon,
the changes of a straw to a shirt,
the earth-quake hit japan again exactly after one month of 8.9 earth-quake,
the hustle and bustle life that i have gone through, one interview after another
and yet, no news from any one of those.
the hard work that you have paid off but somehow, no returns!
the changes of your heart and mind set thinking from a very strong will until something beaten you up till you have to use the word of "defect"
yea, truly anything can happen and let's imagine on how wild or strong your imagination can go!

Monday, April 11, 2011

SMILE


do have a great day, everyone!
we have been too serious upon things around us,
let's take it easy and stay kooooooo!!
yea, yea, that's right, be positive and positiveness will be with you!!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

我希望我爱的人

我希望我爱的人能够寻找到他/她心里面的那个平静,喜悦。
我希望我爱的人平安和生活安稳, 至少前路有曙光,希望。
我希望我爱的人每天都可以开怀大笑,笑后不会有隐约的悲伤。
我希望我爱的人永远永远都会被别人爱着而同时他/她心里也满心欢喜地爱着别人。
我希望我爱的人远离烦恼,至少那烦恼是可以被顺利解决掉。
我希望我爱的人都健健康康, 疾病远离他/她。
我希望我爱的人都能看的开, 放的下,潇洒的往前走。
我希望我爱的人都能寻找到他/她心里的那块幸福地,并且好好珍惜。
我希望我爱的人永远幸福快乐。

我爱我爱的人!