阿公

亲爱的外公：

今天你病倒了，心脏不好，呼吸困难，必须立刻送进医院，听了这个消息后，我的心情往下一沉。。。久久不能自己。。

近来，我都处于坏心情，悲伤的环境里，生活的忙碌，事情的不顺利都让我感到措手不及，都无法好好的，顺顺利利地处理它们，我无法承受其它的不好事物。。所以，阿公， 请您无论如何都必须好好，健康地活下去，。。请您一定要好起来！！

希望阿弥陀佛能听见我我对他的祈祷

阿弥陀佛, 阿弥陀佛, 阿弥陀佛
阿弥陀佛, 阿弥陀佛, 阿弥陀佛
阿弥陀佛, 阿弥陀佛, 阿弥陀佛

Keep on believing!!

Dear you,

we have to keep on believing in our life though the path in front of us is hard... no matter how bad it is, it is a way for us to learn the things. There is no short cut for the things that we do, there is no wrong decision that we make... all those are called a process, it's a process of growing, a process for us to find out the true way...so my dear friend, please believe in yourselves, just make a decision that you feel you are comfortable with...enjoy every single moment of life, treasure it with love....

we got to have positive thinking to attract positive stuff and positive energy!! this is called law of attraction, fully concentrate on thinking good things, saying good words, living good life!! there is no right or wrong decision, as long as it suits you the most, it brings no harm to others and at the same time, it gives you good feeling, comfortable and happy, then, my dear friend, go with your dream, go with your decision...i will support you from time to time...this is what i can promise here!!

with great attitude, i believe, no matter where you are, you will be respected, you will be treasured!!
To you with love...

warmest regards,
sarah

A.N.S.Y.S

Amazing is the first word I can think of when we met;
No matter how i like you,
Still, i cant solve the problem between us;
You are always that secretive, remain in silence all the times, but now,
Stupid is the only word that i can think of, for YOU!

i am sorry

today, 16th september 2010. i had a car accident. i am sorry. i don mean to make that happened. i really feel so sorry to my family, to bring them that much of trouble and of course, i do feel sorry for another car owner who has his car crashed by me. i am so sorry to everyone who involved in this accident. i din pay attention while driving and i am the one who should be blamed. i am sorry, thousands sorry to everyone...i blame no one and i have brought my family into the miserable mood, i had my father's car crashed and i had other's car crashed as well..what the hell was i doing at that time, din i see that car?? what the hell was i doing?? i could i do this?? how could i make this happen??

my parents din even scold me due to my excessive action... my mom din scold me at all though i had a fight with her before i had this accident happened. i m sorry!! totally sorry!! i should be blamed for all the things that happened...i am so sorry....

sorry ah pa, sorry ah ma, sorry ah jie and sorry ah girl!!
of course, my sincerely apology to the involved car owner, sorry!!

风和日丽

风和日丽，阳光普照，徐徐微风，让人神怡，
鸟声四起，让人早起，抬头一望，竟看见保，
忽然想起，昨夜赶车，一路到来，疲惫得很，
看见熟人，热情挥手，人没回头，心情忧闷；



我忙为由，不曾卸下，沉重理想， 一直前走，
快到下午，匆忙收拾，头也不回， 继续赶路，
发现老人，动作缓慢，捡起黄花， 欣赏夕阳，
疯狂的我，凡事匆匆，不懂欣赏， 美丽黄昏。

HOLY DAYS!!

phew!! at last, the semester break arrives.....and yesh, this sunday will be the time for me to test my limit of adventurous since i will be going to participate in some kind of adventurous activities...i am fear of height but somehow, i have to climb up to fifth floor high building in order to start the game..it's pretty challenging for me...i wonder will i be able to reach till the end of the whole game...?? i might give up and ask for help ( shouting for help) so that someone can take me down, let me be on the ground again instead of hanging in the air by just a string...hahahahaahah...lol...

and of course, tomorrow i will be going to kl to meet some friends and we plan to have a splendid buffet lunch in jogoya, by thinking of having nice food, drinks excite me alot and i am waiting for that moment to arrive!! KL, HERE I COME AND JOGOYA.....SEE YOU THERE!!

wow, wishing everyone of us do have great moments and a nice long holiday!!

流浪的终点

昨晚刚看完了一本书：如题目所写-流浪的终点。书里头的一些话深深的记在我脑海里， 可能因看书看得太夜，导致书里所写的一些句子还在脑里徘徊着。。。久久不肯离去， 考试，功课都无法一一专心完成。。。

书里头提及，流浪的终点就是另一个生活的起点， 说的好！！但，作者之所以说的如此是因为书里主角是经历了流浪，让他体会了流浪的感觉（流浪不一定是拿着背包， 四处游荡，流浪可以是你心灵上的游荡，你那颗寻寻觅觅， 一直在寻找着什么的心。。）多年后，当男主角决定结束流浪， 回去他的家（一个为了完成他的梦想而决定离去的家）因为男主角终于知道对自己最为重要，最珍惜的事与物原来一直在他的家乡能寻得而他也依然放弃掉他一直打拚所得到的事业，恻然踏上回国的路。。书中其中一句也说到，人往往会忽略掉他们身边的人与物，人只会往前看，一直寻找他们的理想， 到头来才会发现他们想要的东西都一直在他们的身边，人总要绕个大圈才会发现。。。

其实，人，没有经历过痛，又如何能体会与珍惜不痛的感觉呢？人，没有经历过流浪，没看见五花八门，四彩缤分的世界， 又如何去珍惜那花花世界里所带来的那份平淡生活呢？？路，是不会被白走的， 你所作的每一个选择都是你自己能体会，让你成长的机会， 没有了你现在选择的路，又哪来你盼望的未来呢？路， 一直都在，只要我们肯走下去。。。